Let Downs Lyrics

First off

I was living the dream with fucking adventures

Attention was on

Then niggas was gone

And now it's just fucking with bitches

When I look in the mirror

I'm solo

I'm distant

Don't know what is missing

Maybe cause I was aiming for stars

Underestimated the mission

And now there's no turning back now

I don't know how to act

Everyday I wake up happy, fucking mad now

Looking at the big picture, man It's just the pieces of the littles

Looking at the fucking puzzles in my brain, Nigga I'm a riddle

And now my circle whole lot smaller

But I've been working whole lot smarter

Still the game has got a whole lot harder for me

I was pushing 30 when I turned 20

Now I'm pushing 50 when I turned 30

And the criticism I've been getting plenty of it lately

Maybe they hate me

Maybe they don't

Maybe they'll wait for me to get on

To tell me the love me like they did before

Or maybe they won't, I don't know

But I will not go, I will fight them all

And I will not slow in the night at all

And though I'm alone, I won't write them off

A lot of things to say

That I just can't remember

I just wash away this pain

By taking shots of liquor

Shit, I know it'll be a day

That I can just deliver

I can't go my separate ways until I get what I put in for

A nigga window rolled up

Let down, when I slowed up

Let down, as I slowed up

Let drown in a whole cup

A nigga window rolled up

Let down, when I slowed up

Let down, as I slowed up

Let drown in a whole cup

Fuck them all is what I said, that's my feelings right now

But I know I'm just in my head man, its a lifestyle

People come and go

Just some of them keep it on the low

And some of them keep you on the floor

They plotting and you don't even know

With no one to trust and nowhere to turn

Just looking at memories, damn all the history we got is too hard to burn

Or maybe that's weakness

I just wish that I made it when I had my turn

Then maybe I'd never have to see the faces of people who want what I earned

But fuck it I learned

Yea fuck it I learned

That people won't relate to you

People see you slowing down and people will not wait for you

It don't hold no weight for love that people usually say to you

That's why I just grind and tell myself the moves I makes for you

You is me

I no longer fuck with the foolery

That's why when I roll out the tool on me

No I do not tuck in my jewelry

I won't let them rattle the cool in me

But damn man these feelings they stew in me

And yea man this rapping is still in me

Not rapping been killing me

A lot of things to say

That I just can't remember

I just wash away this pain

By taking shots of liquor

Shit, I know it'll be a day

That I can just deliver

I can't go my separate ways until I get what I put in for

A nigga window rolled up

Let down, when I slowed up

Let down, as I slowed up

Let drown in a whole cup

A nigga window rolled up

Let down, when I slowed up

Let down, as I slowed up

Let drown in a whole cup