Perfect Child Lyrics

It's always mid of August

It got clear and I notice

The people steps, the tiny bits, the wind just blowing

And it started in the morning

It strikes me knowing

That I'm not picked, It's always them I'm getting hopeless

I used to hide behind walls

Listen and stalk

Just trying to be the perfect child

I used to hide all the pain

To feel like it shades

They lied about all fresh starts

I mark the words in my mind

The scars on my thighs

They tell what I've hid so far

I'm praying the time

Won't break as I try

Guess my traumatic shit hits hard

And I'm always in the backseat

Choking on my own tears

Crying under showers or right before sleep

And its never working

The way you force it

I'm never healed, struggles to eat I need a moment

I used to hide behind walls

Listen and stalk

Just trying to be the perfect child

I used to hide all the pain

To feel like it shades

They lied about all fresh starts

I mark the words in my mind

The scars on my thighs

They tell what I've hid so far

I'm praying the time

Won't break as I try

Guess my traumatic shit hits hard

Hey it's Rue again

I know it's been a long time since we last talked

I thought I'd check on you

I'm not feeling well lately

I can't sleep, I can't eat, and it's hard for me to talk even

But don't worry about me I'll be fine

I miss you, we should catch up later

Take care, love you.