VIRUS Lyrics

I can feel it in my sinus

It is like a virus

I am in a fight with

My own thoughts

I cannot define this

I cannot decide shit

Cuz I am in a fight with

My own thoughts

Overloaded with stress and anxiety

You can't tell cuz I hide it inside of me

Stay strong for the ones who rely on me

Stay strong for the ones who confide in me

Be honest I can tell if you lied to me

You wouldn't wanna see the dark side of me

11 years in still got fight in me

But everyday I lose a little pride in me

I can feel it in my sinus

It is like a virus

I am in a fight with

My own thoughts

I cannot define this

I cannot decide shit

Cuz I am in a fight with

My own thoughts

I am in a battle with my own thoughts

There ain't no line that I won't cross

Gettin' older every second cuz time don't stop

Sippin' on the poison 'til the final drop

I am in the middle of a fever dream

Lookin' down on myself in a seizure scene

I ain't comin' back no Easter evening

Every single lines got a deeper meanin'

Why does she keep goin' back to that abusive dude

The shit she be doin' got me too confused

How does he make up for what he do to you

I guess I never really got through to you

Overthinkin' gonna be the death of me

Everyday I'm workin' on a better me

Searchin' for the remedy

I am my own worst enemy

Naw I can't let it get to me

On my way to where I'm meant to be

Feels like I been at this for a century

You are not a threat to me

This ain't even the best of me

I don't got the energy

But I'll kill if you pressure me

I can feel it in my sinus

It is like a virus

I am in a fight with

My own thoughts

I cannot define this

I cannot decide shit

Cuz I am in a fight with

My own thoughts