the others Lyrics

Emergency room

Thoughts flooding

My ego's giant

Wish I could redo

Moments in my life

I'm just tryin

To be a better person

Like whatever it takes uh

I've made so many mistakes uh

But you know that I would change

In seconds

If I even had the chance

All I want to do is be a better man

And these meds ain't helping

I need some serious help

I almost myself

I feel like i'm in hell

I gotta climb this hill

It feels like fighting myself

I gotta call up my

And tell her i'm well

I've always felt like shit

Everything's got consequences

Life's consistent

The way I act so distant

I got nothing in my system

Yeah

No i'm not playing victim

I need some new medicine

Always fighting with my relatives

Only two people in my life that help me and they help me out like a sedative yeah

I might seem too distant

In my dreams i'm wishin' wishin'

I don't wanna be treated like the others

Until I close my eyes for the last time

Don't treat me like another one

I don't wanna be treated like a brother

Because i'm still in love while you still love another one no

(Yeah yeah)

I feel vilified

I ain't been able to chill or sigh

This is like a mental homicide

I been staying on the other side

Funny how I used to love my life

Guess that was in another life

In this new time feel irrelevant you gotta be excellent for a chance to shine

Ever since Maria died

I ain't been ok since

Had my withdrawals within

Like my minds cavin in

Back when I use to have paranoia

I used to want to run away

But that was before I lost you

Was like get me out another day

This shit just be killin' me mentally mentally ill

After I found out the truth and revealed

It wasn't you

The truth really hurt

It's hard to forgive you

It's making me worse

It's killing me inside

Making me distant I ain't alright

I might seem too distant

In my dreams i'm wishing wishin

I don't wanna be treated like the others

Until I close my eyes for the last time

Don't treat me like another one

I don't wanna be treated like a brother

Because i'm still in love while you still love another one no