Pacified Lyrics

The times the I'm most happy

Are the times I realize

That I'm all alone

I wake up thinking

How I'll get on out of bed

And go out on my own

But why can't I feel these feelings

They're trapped inside my own two eyes

I've tried so hard to block these lies

I can't exactly find out why

I'm pacified

I walk around my station

Asking if it's worth the time

To take the train

I stay up thinking how I'll

End up by myself regardless

Of my state

So why should I keep paying

For the sentimental value

Of today?

If words are pouring out as

All the angels stab me where they

Cannot stray

Those thoughts haunt my conscious feelings

I try to kill them off, like mice

The devil just cannot suffice

They're so hard to contain, I've tried

To pacify

The times that I'm most happy

Are the times I realize

That I'm all alone

The times that I'm most happy

Are the times I realize

That I'm on my own

On my own