why i lie Lyrics

I ain't fine

Got off a call with you I ain't cried

I know you prolly hate me

That's why I lie

And say shit like maybe in another life

In another life

I'm like hi

I ain't talked to the old xzay in a while

I can tell that maria's on your mind

I feel indifferent never cried when you died

But I wouldn't say that to your face I think i'd lie

Because I know that's some shit in my head that ain't right

Maybe i'm better off dead too but i'm not

Goddamnit this a really long night

4/18 I was happier than I

Have been in a really long time

My first love

I been waiting too long been years

Told myself i'd never do drugs

But it feels like i'm on em when your here

Or at least shit feels like a dream

When your laying with me i'm at ease

And we both fucked up in our heads

What a perfect match I feel like that's what god said God said I'm fine

Got off a call with you I ain't cried

I know you prolly hate me

That's why I lie

And say shit like maybe in another life

In another life