not a song just venting Lyrics

You could at least call and say you proud

Made my first song 'bout you look at me now

Seen you in target the other day with the reason that you ain't mine

But I love you so I ain't mad at you for the way that bring me down

Old friends calling talking 'bout Tav I ain't know you was famous

I talk bout killin' in my songs I'm still the family baby

Old pics on snap when I reflect I wanna call Naimon

It's been four years since you was mine guess you could call me crazy

Cause I'm still waiting for the promises you made me

I don't even know why you hate me

All I needed was yo love you could of saved me

I noticed way before things changed you was changing

I feel like I did what I was supposed to do

I put my pride to the side and put my all in you

I tried way to many times to get over you

We did the same shit but I just ain't as strong as you yeah

Remember when you told me that it's all in my head

Bae if that's the truth then why that nigga in yo bed

If I ain't show you that I'm for you then you woulda never left

And every time I try to leave I think about the things you said

You broke our promise and that broke me too

Lose feelings but then stay that's what we always do

Then yo touch don't feel good but we run from that truth

You ain't 'gon find someone like me it ain't no one like you

'Gon head and get another body

I'll wait around shit someone probably 'gon tell me bout it

You bad as hell I just ain't happy it ain't no way around it

Least you could do is bring my heart back to where you found it

I missed my ex whole time we was together

Cause I wasn't happy but I ain't 'gon lie that bitch ain't treat me better

But look we all know how the first two months be feeling special

You can't call me now and all you did hope you regret it

I be feeling you don't want me got me thinking bout my other options

Force myself to eat and I can't sleep I just wanna call you

You feel good just like drugs you know I do it often

I'm addicted to yo lies and you ain't ever honest

Like who knows what you doing

Lord knows what you doing

God knows I'm going through it

My friends know that I feel stupid

I took a bitch to the movies and we kissed Ion know what I'm doing

Tried to use her to forget you but I can't do it

We better off starting with someone new

It hurts to say it but I think it's true

Look how I act and then look at you

We can barely be together in the same room

It ain't shit that I could fix it ain't nothing I could do

How many times can I fuck you out yo attitude

How many times I'm gon hug you when I'm mad at you

How many times we gon realize that I'm bad for you

How many times you gon see that I'll chase after you

How many times you gon realize what you not doing

How many times has that put me in a bad mood

This can't be the girl I fell for it's just not you

Don't ask who calling me you already know

It's that bitch that Tav can't get over

It's that bitch no matter what she do she can have my shoulder

It's the girl way before SFE when I felt homeless

It's the girl made me forget that I was even hungry

I moved to Florida just for school you still would always call me

It's the girl that I had wanted ever since she saw me

It's the love that I had killed I'll take it as a zombie