Hard For Me Lyrics

Everybody always speak like they grown up

Sleeping on your mama couch, no she's fed up

Don't even pay your phone bill, man I'm hanging up

Got your feet all on the couch, man you braving enough

Like how you man enough to say you real

When you ain't even got no time to even face the real

You got that son that you wanted but you tired of him

You got a daughter that you love, let's be honest then

I know sometimes it get hard to provide for them

But all you really gotta do is spend some time with them

Cause all the money in the world can't buy no hug from them

Or buy no love from them

Look, I understand its part of life, but it's consequences

Born into the world, y'all laid down, want no accident

Don't you try to tell me it's too hard, I'm a parent bitch

Yeah, I got a daughter and she pretty, hate accepting it

Hard to really say what you gon' do until you living it

Starting just to look past age, it ain't making sense

How you hit the plug for them drugs where them pampers at

How you got them stamps on your car, and you be selling that

How you have a child in the house and never interact

I just talked to God Im like sir, how I'm post to act

Hard for me to live , when I'm slowly getting choked to death

Hard for me to tell you how I feel, always choking up

Hard for me to play like I'm a child cause I've grown up

Hard for me to tell you I'm a man and we go through stuff

Hard for me to tell you I hate talking but you know the stuff

Crazy how I got it, write it down just to soak it up

Crazy how I love both of y'all but don't say it much

I don't say it much at all but girl, I swear I'm proud of you

Even at your lowest , I ain't joking, I'm not doubting you

Taught a nigga how it smile, I bow down to you

You the perfect human being, so much life in you

Thank God for our child, she got the perfect two

Bro I see you doing good daily, I'm just proud of you

Granny would be proud of you, Unc would be proud of you

Please check in on your people before they die on you

Even with a lie detector test, they gon' lie on you

Even when I'm mad, I still find a way to care for you

Everything is easy when you say it , but it's hard to do

I ain't scared of death, I'll jump without that parachute

No that's not your friend, I'm just saying she embarrassed you

Look my daughter dead up in her eyes and said I'd die for you

Gun behind this shirt, I'm just saying let's just keep it cool

Always gotta talk to myself before I make a move

Had to learn the alphabet, I stay on my Ps and Qs

If you put your focus on one matter, you'll never lose

Always being honest, I ain't never been like other dudes

How you there for me when you ain't even buy me frozen food

The worst thing in life is showing love when you lie to

To the same human that you really use to cry to

Whoever said time heals all, man you lied to

Did my best every single time or at least I tried to

Admit to my wrongs, but it's like I'm really right to

I ain't tryna hold you back at all live you're life to

Same people say they hate my guts, I was nice to

Look you gotta understand people ain't gon' like you

Even though most of the time they just like you

Really hate change but it's stuff, I just gotta lose

I'm just tryna be the better person but it's hard to

Lotta back and forth, I don't care what you tryna do

Everybody always speak like they grown up

Sleeping on your mama couch, no she fed

Don't even pay your phone bill, but I'm hanging up

Got your feet all on the couch, man you brave enough