OMELLY Lyrics

Send my condolences

Up to Omelly

I think I understand

It hurt you severely

Though I haven't felt it first hand

I speak sincerely

Lost your dad before adolescence

A tragedy early

A great knock upon your confidence

A travesty maybe

Mind state weathers away

The struggle

That made me

Pushed you closer to Moms

She became everything

You had dreams of being a rapper but you pushed that aside

To become what she wanted you to always become

Selfless sacrifices

That came with vices

Endless effort to make it

This life is a crisis

Restless carcass

Refuse the acceptance of death

Breathless bodies

Misused by doctrines of faith

Bury him and dig him out

They say he came in a dream

To me it would seem

A bit extreme

Wicked regime but nonetheless back to the story man

I have to confess

I don't know how you just did it dawg

I'm foldin for less

Studied hard and chose Law

Hoping it bring you success

Couple Losses

That's the odyssey

Don't ever digress

Call this the prophecy

Honestly my soul on a beat

Throughout the struggle

Finally made it dawg

It came through email

So elated couldn't give a fuck to read the detail

Subject said I'm a graduate

No work at retail

Picked an outfit for the function

Don't even like fashion

Or flashing but this here was bigger than that

Mama's sacrifice done paid off

I'm bringing her with

But see life is a maze

It'll leave you amazed

Mama passed away a month before my graduation

Damn

Epiphany stricken

See Christ

Visual given perfectly through turbulent times

Actualise

The concept of a spirit demise

That's how I'm feeling

So much hurt dawg

So much hurt inside my chest

I feel it all dawg

Sleep paralysis

I'm dreaming of mama

Life casually proceeds

Paint my feelings as drama

Invalidate me

A man so I take it with heart

Intimidate me

The plan has been set from the start

I can only assume it's the outcome of fate

Made a song

Call it Reverse

That was my general state

Looking back in hindsight that was my daily escape

Gravitate towards oblivion

My lifelong trait

I remember back in DHS

Memory lane

My first memories of loss

Dawg

Can you relate

Had a crush on Lethu Nkibi

I was younger than her

She had a twin

I stood no chance but I was feeling on her

Lost her mom

I seen the damage

It was weighing on her

Seen her change

Seen her rage

I'm still praying for her

My first sighting of grief etched unto my soul

Trust me I know

Omelly dawg trust me I know