Evergreen Lyrics

Looking for a way to be free

Cutting loose the rotten parts of me

Lots of trial and error to find the things that make me better

Tryna fill the void that's hidden underneath

Seven hours a day spent on my phone

Finding all excuses to be alone

Sleep deprivation caused by constant contemplation

Of what I feel and what I don't feel anymore

I've been searching far and wide

But all the answers seem to hide

I'm tryna find where to go

But all the progress feels so slow

Dreaming of a life that's evergreen

Wishing for a strength I've never been

Hoping for my heart to feel something like once before

But I don't know I don't know I don't know

If it'll go it'll go the way I hope

Laying on the floor look at the ceiling

Comprehending all these darkened feelings

Thinking of the past and all the memories that won't last

Getting lost in moments that I wish were here

Losing track of what is here and now

Wanna fix it all but don't know how

The dots just won't connect It's almost hard to recollect

Guess we'll try again and just hope for the best

I'll be wishing for something to fix this mess

I've been searching far and wide

But all the answers seem to hide

I'm tryna find where to go

But all the progress feels so slow

Dreaming of a life that's evergreen

Wishing for a strength I've never been

Hoping for my heart to feel something like once before

But I don't know I don't know I don't know

If it'll go it'll go the way I hope

Dreaming of a life that's evergreen

Wishing for a strength I've never been

Hoping for my heart to feel something like once before

But I don't know I don't know I don't know

If it'll go it'll go the way I hope

But I don't know I don't know I don't know

But I don't know I don't know I don't know

But I don't know I don't know I don't know

If it'll go it'll go the way I hope