Love Hurtz Lyrics

Thought I made progress but I'm back at square one

Sitting on my patio staring at the sun

Lately I've been wondering what is there left under me

Underneath everything I hide behind I don't really fuck with lies

But lately I've been lying to myself saying I'm fine

But I cannot hide what is showing through my eyes

The pain I buried deep inside is coming to the light

I don't wanna fight it and I know I'm not alright

On everything know that I'd give anything to see you once more

'Cause I can feel it in the core of my chest

'Cause I'm trying my best to find peace to find rest

You know that I struggle just to fucking fall asleep

But lately it's been easy cause I see you in my dreams

So I don't wanna wake up to the real world to fake love

You know that it's true cause I cannot be fake love

I feel like your up to something

Now we've grown apart and a part of me knows

Love and pain is part of how I grow

I just wish you didn't have to go cause you really got me feeling so alone

I can't trust anybody can't even trust myself

Lately I've been fighting off demons I need some help

But I will never find it cause I keep on denying

We were a happy little group and now it's over

You know that I'd give anything just to fucking hold her

One last time for one last goodbye

'Cause the last one was shitty but that's just life right

Got me singing fuck love but I don't really hate ya

'Cause all of this hate was for the fucking heartbreak

'Cause honestly falling for you felt so great

I was all in for asking you on a date

But I never made a move I guess it's my fate

To be a stepping stone while I remain so alone

'Cause it feels like you are through with me

Look at what these feelings do to me

You're your own person and I'm my own

I just wish you'd make the time to call me on my phone

Am I even on your mind? Is your heart made of stone

Put the truth to within my rhymes cause it feels like we have grown apart

And a part of me knows love and pain is part of how I grow