Meek Lyrics

I feel so meek, impossibly weak

I am out of my element and I can feel it

I'm not up to speed

I feel so naive trying to step up here like I know anything

Everything's confusing

I don't know where to start

I'm grasping at straws with a blindfold in the dark

I've taken off speeding with no fuel in my car

Of course it's my fault

I don't know when to halt

A part of me is moving at a million miles per hour

While the rest of me is trying desperately to keep up

I'm an instrument that's so horribly out of tune

But I don't have age to use as my excuse

I wish I knew everything I needed to know

I wish that I wasn't so slow

I'm scared, I'm withdrawn

I think I want to hide and curl up into a ball

Away from everyone and cry myself to sleep

I feel so meek, impossibly weak

I am out of my element and I can feel it

I'm not up to speed

I feel so naive trying to step up here like I know anything

Everything's confusing

I don't know where to start

I'm grasping at straws with a blindfold in the dark

I've taken off speeding with no fuel in my car

Of course it's my fault

I don't know when to halt

A part of me is moving at a million miles per hour

While the rest of me is trying desperately to keep up

I'm an instrument that's so horribly out of tune

But I don't have age to use as my excuse

I wish I knew everything I needed to know

I wish that I wasn't so slow

I'm scared, I'm withdrawn

I think I want to hide and curl up into a ball

Away from everyone and cry myself to sleep

I feel so meek, impossibly weak

I am out of my element and I can feel it

I'm not up to speed

I feel so naive trying to step up here like I know anything

Everything's confusing

I don't know where to start

I'm grasping at straws with a blindfold in the dark

I've taken off speeding with no fuel in my car

Of course it's my fault

I don't know when to halt

A part of me is moving at a million miles per hour

While the rest of me is trying desperately to keep up

I'm an instrument that's so horribly out of tune

But I don't have age to use as my excuse

I wish I knew everything I needed to know

I wish that I wasn't so slow

I'm scared, I'm withdrawn

I think I want to hide and curl up into a ball

Away from everyone and cry myself to sleep

I know it, I know it, I know it

Know I'm in over my head

I wish I had the patience

To allow myself the step by step process

To becoming a more successful and independent musician

And if I'm hungry, I'll go fishing

But all the while, I'm wishing I knew how to farm instead

But one's enough to keep me fed

Even though it might be worse

I still learn the thing first

If it's hard to do

And I know something else I can use

To do the same thing as the other, why would I waste my time?

That's what goes on inside my mind

I know I need to take it day by day and be more patient

But some days it's hard, but fate's my teacher and time's my lesson

I feel so meek, impossibly weak

I am out of my element and I can feel it

I'm not up to speed

I feel so naive trying to step up here like I know anything

Everything's confusing

I don't know where to start

I'm grasping at straws with a blindfold in the dark

I've taken off speeding with no fuel in my car

Of course it's my fault

I don't know when to halt

A part of me is moving at a million miles per hour

While the rest of me is trying desperately to keep up

I'm an instrument that's so horribly out of tune

But I don't have age to use as my excuse

I wish I knew everything I needed to know

I wish that I wasn't so slow

I'm scared, I'm withdrawn

I think I want to hide and curl up into a ball

Away from everyone and cry myself to sleep

I feel so meek, impossibly weak

I am out of my element and I can feel it

I'm not up to speed

I feel so naive trying to step up here like I know anything

Everything's confusing

I don't know where to start

I'm grasping at straws with a blindfold in the dark

I've taken off speeding with no fuel in my car

Of course it's my fault

I don't know when to halt

A part of me is moving at a million miles per hour

While the rest of me is trying desperately to keep up

I'm an instrument that's so horribly out of tune

But I don't have age to use as my excuse

I wish I knew everything I needed to know

I wish that I wasn't so slow

I'm scared, I'm withdrawn

I think I want to hide and curl up into a ball

Away from everyone and cry myself to sleep