hate me Lyrics

You said I was pretty when I couldn't look at myself

How did you expect me to admit I needed your help

To put on your bandaid would mean that I'm showing my scars

And I don't think I'm that far

You gave me your hand when I knew I was slipping away

That's why I'm conflicted when I hear you ask me to stay

'Cause being your burden is heavy, a weight I can't bear

And I don't think that shit's fair

And you'll never understand

I can't hit the ground if you always save me

I can't move on if you never break me

I'm never getting better if your here cause

I'm always feeling better when you're near and

This love's too strong so you gotta hate me

I try to be careful when choosing the words that I say

Don't wanna lead you to think of me in a certain way

In another life I could offer what you want from me

But I have history

That I just can't repeat

I can't hit the ground if you always save me

I can't move on if you never break me

I'm never getting better if your here cause

I'm always feeling better when you're near and

This love's too strong so you gotta hate me

You're just too innocent I'm burning all our bridges

You couldn't handle this if you would really listen

You never understood all of my bad conditions

And you don't know how bad I wish that I was different

I was different

I was different

I was, I was

You said I was pretty when I couldn't look at myself

How did you expect me to admit I needed your help