Falling Lyrics

Ever since I left her

I've been trying to master

All of my feelings

Dealing with thoughts that shouldn't matter

Emotional pain you couldn't measure

And if I only could, find someone worth staying

I wouldn't be leaving

My crushes wouldn't be so fleeting and painful

I'm done pleasing

Women too fatal, so many unfaithful

Alcohol is leeching from my bleeding heart

Especially in December

The winter is so cold and it drags on

'Cause I feel so alone

And it feels like I am falling

Back to my old ways of thinking

People can't see that I'm stalling

And I'm sinking, drowning in tears

And I'm calling all these different names

For some loving

But I'm faced with my trusting issues

I can't erase, guess I'm lost in this world

And I can't find a place

Trying to improve myself

I'm so cold 'cause I left without my other half

Now I'm a lonely soul

Stuck between heaven and hell

But I will never fold

I'd rather be alone than to sell my love to the first person

Glancing into my soul I can't lose control

But I'm, turning older and I ponder

If I'll ever be touched by the arrows of love

Or is it all over

Maybe it's fate, a peril imposed from above

I miss leaning on her shoulder

When I felt weak, I could always hold her

And it feels like I am falling

Back to my old ways of thinking

People can't see that I'm stalling

And I'm sinking, drowning in tears

And I'm calling all these different names

For some loving

But I'm faced with my trusting issues

I can't erase, guess I'm lost in this world

And I can't find a place

I don't want to come down

I just want to OD

You and me

I just want to OD

And it feels like I am falling

Back to my old ways of thinking

People can't see that I'm stalling

And I'm sinking, drowning in tears

And I'm calling all these different names

For some loving

But I'm faced with my trusting issues

I can't erase, guess I'm lost in this world

And I can't find a place