This cold, numb feeling in my chest Lyrics

Looking up at the sky

Dreaming of you

And of what we once was

Feeling the waves crashing

Against my fingertips

I feel like you're always watching

I have given you everything

And you vanished like all the hope

That once lived in my heart

You once was every part of me

And now every piece left

Is begging to die

You've never loved me

And that's the most painful truth

I've had to accept

But yet I still can't accept that

Not yet, not ever

You told me

Without hesitation

You've never loved me

And that's the most painful truth

I've had to accept

But yet I still can't accept that

Not yet, not ever

You told me

Without hesitation

How could you deny me?

And treat me less of a person?

As if I have no feelings

Say what you want

I don't care

I will kill myself without you

Needing to tell me to

I used to love you

But I still feel something

It hurts… so… so much

But you won't ever let me go…