pretend Lyrics

Ask me how I'm doing

I'm okay, and don't forget it

I'm good at hiding truths

And good at holding feelings

I wanna open up

But I'm better off pretending

Losing you was too much

Gotta level up, ascending

Pretending is all that I'm good for

And still I let you hurt me

don't know what for

You love to break me down in ways

I wish I never felt before

(How could u do that)

That shared room was more than you thought that it was

And when you finally left

I thought that I had lost the love

But Instead you set me free

Pockets fatter, every green

Copping bodies every week

Making money, clapping cheeks

Now I'm good without a thing

I don't really need much

I just my cat and weed

You would never seem to try focus up

So I would never seem to care sober up

I'm sorry for the memories and pain that I brought

If it were up to me, I'd grab a gun and take the shot

Straight into my brain, easily erase the thoughts

And memories Im stuck of you

And all the times we fought

(Idek I just said random shit here)