Lately ft. Call Me Sy! Lyrics

I got 200 reasons to leave and never come back

I need to finish my degree, I need to eat

I don't need to rap

I need to see the world, I need to be the me

That she can ask for something deeper than these

Weak verses and beats could ever match

See I been reaping what I sowed and I been sleeping in my mask

And I don't mean to be this cold but I just really need to ask

Is it worth it

Did I do it on purpose

Yeah I been searching for my worth in first editions, verses

Lifted sermons, listening to my heart and cursed the difference

I ain't perfect, but ain't I worth forgiveness

Lately

I play it back on repeat

Don't keep too much company

Maybe

Something's got a hold on me, trying to take control of me

Ain't easy

I feel it in the air I breathe, shed it in the blood I bleed

Baby

You're the only one I need

The only love I'll ever grieve

You came in hot and left me ice cold

I'd appreciate the mercy of a rifle

I paid the price and made it nice no

I think about it every night I'm walking tightropes

Might go psycho

Writing on walls in my blood like whiteboards

Picos all in my head I can't see the signs, I'm lost

I can't make it out my signals crossed

Lately

I play it back on repeat

Don't keep too much company

Maybe

Something's got a hold on me, trying to take control of me

Ain't easy

I feel it in the air I breathe, shed it in the blood I bleed

Baby

You're the only one I need

The only love I'll ever grieve