If You Go Lyrics

I still run to you 

But sometimes I think I'm a fool 

And I still lie to you

Even though I know that's just not cool 

Girl, I'm just tryna grow 

Cause my insecurities show 

And I'm just tryna grow 

So I don't blame you if you go

We only talk when I'm lonely

Cause my ass is controlling

Only showing you love in the times I need me a moment 

Instead of coming in slowly, I ripped the brakes from my car

In a hope that we can collide and become a slogan

For the way it feels to be with you

Like a navy seal; I'd rather be alone, but have you still 

That's how I feel

And how I deal with all this shit is how I heal from trauma from my past

But I ain't ask you to be my happy meal

I'm saying this

Cause I still run to you 

But sometimes I think I'm a fool 

And I still lie to you

Even though I know that's just not cool 

Girl, I'm just tryna grow 

Cause my insecurities show 

And I'm just tryna grow 

So I don't blame you if you go

Every moment that you waited on me

You were open and were patient with me

But I was happy doing me and chasing all these other highs

Cause I had comfort that no matter what I'd do that you were always gon' be mine

But all the guilt I feel is now remorse 

Cause even though we ride 'til we die, we shifted course

Seeing eye to eye wasn't hard, but it's important

If I ever gave you my heart, just know it's yours

Cause I still run to you 

But sometimes I think I'm a fool 

And I still lie to you

Even though I know that's just not cool 

Girl, I'm just tryna grow 

Cause my insecurities show 

And I'm just tryna grow 

So I don't blame you if you go