Impossible, Pt. 1 Lyrics

I was so young, like only 12 when I started smoking my weed

But way before I took that first hit, I was having some dreams

I'm trying to get some cheese until my pockets burst at the seams

And denim up, but bitch, I knew I had imaginative genes

I grew up with six different people, they was all that I had

I met this nigga once or twice, I do not call him my dad

I'm blessed with auntie, mom, and sis and unc and cousins ain't bad

Feel like I grew up by myself and I'm not taking it back

My family would say otherwise, but shit, I'm not trying to cap

That's something I've never done. I am my mom's only son

I was too lazy for the school, my teachers made me feel dumb

I never did my homework once, but bitch, the tests where I won

I understood when I was a boy that I was wise beyond years

I relate more with older people, you can tell by my peers

There was a girl two whole grades up, she had me smiling veneers

Reality, she wasn't shit, that heartbreak started some fears

That if I gave myself to someone, they would take it and leave

I wouldn't fall for other girls, like I'm not raking no leaves

I turned loud like all my niggas saying shut up please

But all that did was light the fire on competitive grease

You say my fucking name again, I'll make you cease and desist

But as the years keep going by, I wonder why I exist

And it would take a couple more until I get with the sitch

I need a voice and if I find it, maybe I would get rich

Keep in mind, entire time I'm really fucking with music

I couldn't write it well, but I had me some major influence

From all the years of listening to it, I was riding congruent

If greatness was a bug, then something forced my hand to consume it

I grew up playing sports before I had forgotten to mention it

Senior year, I'm getting to it, knew my future was definite

Man, the truth is I was clueless, I was hoping for evidence

That maybe I had a gift and it just hadn't presented yet

Skip ahead to boys in college, first semester ain't flawless

I'm depressed, I barely eat, put down the sticks when I pause it

But that's the past now, it's the summer, shit went faster than Sonic

The summer comes and goes, I'm lit because those feelings have gone

I met this girl, she's kinda cute, she's skinny, pretty, and blonde

I fell in love with craziness because the feelings were strong

And yeah, I know we had our fun, but damn, did we carry on

We end up having a daughter, she's beautiful, I knew it right there, just the moment I saw her

Our love for one another at this point is farther and farther

She's two months old, I got kicked out, like how could I make shit harder

I'm not een around my baby girl, like how could I be a father