Merry Lyrics

No I get the kids at ten

That's how it's always been

Why are we doing this again

Get your fucking ass out of bed that's when

You won't see them at all then

Yeah well fuck you it's 10am

Father and a real gem

Just shut the fuck up; I'll take them

Fucking mayhem

I don't blame them

For being shitheads when we made him

Raise them

Never forgave him

Caved in

Day in

Day out trade in

Game ends

Make ends

Candles not at the same end

Same trend

Escaped him

How to replace him

I hate him

I seethe, bleeding fountain pen

I lay down, held like in a pin

God damn holidays again

The drummers drum on the twelfth

Always war when the cards are dealt

I felt my mental health

Undo its seatbelt

Mom is demented and helped

By drinking herself

Unwell

And with zeal

To brain damage that will never heal

Amnesiac who can't feel

Wrong or deal

With herself or anything real

She got a raw deal

She can steal

Memories from nowhere; memories ideal

58; surreal

We sit down for our meal

She talks and it's unreal

Jesus won't take the wheel

When you're not to drive an automobile

I don't want to see these people I peel

The seal of my mind to reveal

Frayed nerves of steal

They talk; I do not hear

It's holiday cheer

No I'm still alone this year

Still no job after a broken career

I put on weight, it does appear

Mom asks the same thing we made clear

I feel like I've hit a deer

I don't know how to steer

I just veer

Or I'm the deer that came too near

Headlight eyes, but no fear

The wreckage was my premiere

There went another year

I never wanted children yet they're here

I forgot their presents the reindeer

Got hurt; they'll never fucking appear

Santa had a shitlist; he was austere

You get what you get kids don't persevere

Don't shed a single tear

It's life; don't interfere

You can't steer

You can't steer

Mommy will be right back dear

I shift my car into the highest gear

The miracle is how fast I can disappear