- Genre:Soul
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
Helping myself to fall apart
Trying to ease the pain in my heart
It didn't matter what I did
As long as I didn't feel it
I tried to make sense in my brain
Excuses is I had no shame
I was stuck in the lost
It didn't matter the cost
Or who I was hurting when I
Shot myself high as heaven
Woke up in a golden morning
Crystal glass token broken bubbles
I went 51-50 out of control
What it is became kin to me
Rearranging my chemistry
Now I miss how I used to be
When I didn't have to question me
Ooh, birthing confusion in me
Liar, crooked remedy
Manipulating all that I believe
Your lies versus my honesty
When I shot myself high as heaven
Woke up in a golden morning
Crystal glass tolen broken bubbles
I went 51-50 out of control
Now I cry deep inside
But the tears don't fall from my eyes
I'm not a villain, I don't play victim
I just wait for the day
That my sanity's stays
Oh, oh, oh
Shot myself as high as heaven
Woke up in a golden morning
Crystal glass talking broken bubbles
I went 51-50 out of control
51-51-51-51-50
51-51-50
Oh, 51-50