I Know You Know Lyrics

I knew you were lyin'

I said it to myself

Always say it to myself, but

Tomorrow I'll be tryin'

Something I put on the shelf

Will still make me feel unwell

Cuz' I can't compartmentalize

When you find ways to remind me

That the best days are behind us

And you're too stuck to just say you're dyin'

Drew us a little box for you to hide in

Cuz' you know I'll pretend not to find it

I'll be grindin' to unwind this

Just a little bit of intermittent love

And obfuscated silence

Cuz' when I don't know what to do

I just stay on your island

It's wrong, feels wrong

But it's been a long day of crisis

Let's not talk, let's walk

And I just won't say anything at all

But soon

I know you know we know

I know you know at some point vaguely soon

It'll have to get better or just so much worse I swerve

I'm sure it's soon

I think I need this

Givin' it all away while I'm still capable of breathing

Tryin' it all again before my mind can find a reason

For running it to the ground hoping one of us finally leaves this

Little game of chicken can't be good for my soul

Plus you've been driving hella drunk for every time you feel low

So I've accepted you don't care about yourself anymore

But I just thought if it was me you might try saving us both

I know; it just seems selfish now

It really does, I give a fuck bout' you and us

I don't know what that really was but it really doesn't

Feel like love from here

Just eatin' crumbs and giving up on giving up

We stuck in ruts plus all the drugs made it

Anything but clear

And I know you know, know you know

You were unequivocally fucking it up

But I know you knew I knew the truth

At the end of the day it just wasn't enough

At the end of the week it just wasn't enough

At the end of two years it just wasn't enough