Wasted Lyrics

Here lies my faith in evidence our glory days lay wait ahead

Each second sealing aging's curse where everything keeps getting worse

But I'm still here lumbering on that thin facade of purpose gone

And what pathetic husk remains endlessly echoes the refrain

I had everything and squandered it all

Sense of direction ambition momentum and gaul

And now all I ever do is complain, fetishizing the person I never became

So here I am the archetype of everything that I despise

Trying my best to comfortably assume a new identity

But time moves on and life won't wait for you to stall and contemplate

On where it started going wrong

Can't course correct just move along

But you fuckers got it all figured out, a plan for every disaster a pill for the doubt

And I'll front but god what I wouldn't give, shake the fragility of the way that I live

But I'm feeling wasted for months at a time now

So anxious that this binge won't let up

I'm terrified of the future, fuck it's sooner

And I'm less prepared now

But I can't live in the moment when the present is what's bringing me down

I'm decomposing with acceleration the longer we're waiting around

This one goes out to the east coast, hey I miss you

Tell me I'm not alone

Swear I'm gonna start walking, destinations a bit foggy but I'm coming home

Wasted for months at a time now

So anxious that this binge won't let up

I'm terrified of the future, fuck it's sooner

And I'm less prepared now

But I can't live in the moment when the present is what's bringing me down

I'm decomposing with acceleration the longer we're waiting around

This one goes out to the east coast, hey I miss you

Tell me I'm not alone

Swear I'm gonna start walking, destinations a bit foggy but I'm coming home