Addicted to Pain Lyrics

I can't be falling

I can't be falling

Aye

Can't be, no me? Oh

Wassup

I can't be falling in love, this the wrong time

haven't found my inner peace, so nothing ever feels right

Is it me or is it you?

My heart is still in the past, that might just be the truth (could that be the truth?)

And I been hiding from that fact for a long time now (now)

Cause I was lacking maturity

Making myself the problem, looking into my insecurities

Cause at that time I was thinking

How could you be the one to lead us to our downfall?

Cause you loved me more than anything, or so I thought

And you just leaving out of spite?

Cause all these wrongs don't make a right

How we was so full of life and then it died?

Was it you? was it me? I think it's on you

How we was perfect then the next day we through

What?

You was all mine then it crashed

Tryna forget what we had

Baby I don't even miss you

It's just the memories we have

Cut it out of my brain, got me feeling insane

Stuck in these shackles and chains

Cause I'm addicted, I'm addicted to the pain

Both these four letter words mean the same thing

Love and pain, they go the same way

Cause even dead the truth could still lie

Cause you said we'd be together, for forever, now we stuck in this predicament

I guess I'm not wise, for believing in them things though

Just look how time fly

Now we full on strangers, and I hate we became this, in my mental, you dangerous

You was all mine, then it crashed (then it crashed)

Tryna forget what we had (what we had)

Baby I don't even miss you (I don't even miss you)

It's just the memories we have (just the memories we have)

Cut it out of my brain, got me feeling insane

Stuck in these shackles and chains

Cause I'm addicted, I'm addicted to the pain

Never felt these type of feelings before

Left my heart so cold, full of ice, left me dead on the floor

Could have a million different dollars and I'd still just feel poor

All them times that we was fighting never thought you would've reached for that door

To be fair I thought you would've been lost without me, but here I'm lost without you

You guided me through them tough times, I should've seen the signs, now I'm lost here with no clue

Now I'm looking after all of your profiles like I'm just a fan, tryna see if you still wit ya man

And time and time again, I say that this is dead, but here we go again

But when push come to shove I know I love you so much but we just (can't)

(Can't) Be falling in love this the wrong time

Haven't found my inner peace so nothing ever feels right

Was it me or was it you?

I swear baby it just had to be (you)

(You) Was all mine then it crashed

Tryna forget what we had

Baby I don't even miss you

It's just the memories we have

Cut it out of my brain, got me feeling insane

Stuck in these shackles and chains

Cause I'm addicted, I'm addicted to the pain