Closed Curtains Lyrics

I'm opening my heart, but she leaves the curtains closed

I can't take it no more, but I can't walk out the door, no

Trying to make it work, but she won't put in effort

She so stuck up in her phone, but she still don't answer

I thought we was good but really this is worse

Pain inside my heart, went too far to reverse

I'm a reverse prodigy, I have been since my birth

I came out the womb and I was casted with a curse

Talk about how my day went down, the more I talk they frown

Treated like I ain't got no purpose, yeah I'm just hanging around

What they told me not to do is exactly what I did

Fucked around with that bitch, now I'm living to regret it

Talking about the bitch who stabbed my back and broke my heart and left me severed

I told all my friends about it, they told me I could do better

They knew what she was doing but they still ain't say nothing to me

How you gon' keep that a secret, that makes you my enemy

I'm opening my heart, but she leaves the curtains closed

I can't take it no more, but I can't walk out the door, no

Trying to make it work, but she won't put in effort

She so stuck up in her phone, but she still don't answer

I thought we was good but really this is worse

Pain inside my heart, went too far to reverse

I'm a reverse prodigy, I have been since my birth

I came out the womb and I was casted with a curse

Everywhere I go I feel the same, I can't escape it

Running from my problems 'cause it's way too hard to face it

I know she don't love me but she worried it'll break me

I don't take no fake love, bitch I only take drugs

Now I'm pouring fours in my cup, bitch I'm fucked up

To all my homies, know I'm prolly dead if I don't show up

I'm fading out of conciousness, they telling me to throw up

But I don't wanna throw up, bitch I wanna go

I tried opening up, but really I just can't

I done been through so much, I can't do it again

I told her when we're over then for me it'll be the end

This is my reality, no I don't play pretend

I'm opening my heart, but she leaves the curtains closed

I can't take it no more, but I can't walk out the door, no

Trying to make it work, but she won't put in effort

She so stuck up in her phone, but she still don't answer

I thought we was good but really this is worse

Pain inside my heart, went too far to reverse

I'm a reverse prodigy, I have been since my birth

I came out the womb and I was casted with a curse