Soliloquy Lyrics

I got these voices in my head

Choices made instead

A fear so clear, campaign smear

I should have stayed in bed

I got this fur I need to shed

Words I haven't said

Just take a look it's in a book

I really should have read

What are you doing

What are you doing

Shut up shut up shut up shut up

Just leave me alone

You'll never make it

You'll have to break it

You have no power you taste so sour

Now leave me the fuck alone

These voices speak to me

They tell me who to be

They run my life, I'm filled with strife

I wish could be free

Yeah these voices make me scream

Just give up on your dream

Hold me back and watch me crack

Here comes low self esteem

Is this worth it

Is this worth it

Shut up shut up shut up shut up

I know how I feel

You'll never learn

Unless you burn

Shut up shut up shut up shut up

I know what's real

Do you

Yes

You sure

Yes

Maybe you could consider a different career option

But I've come so far now

I don't want you wasting your life chasing some fantasy

You picked the hardest profession in the world

I don't know I'm not really good at anything else

You need to grow up find some stability that's the way to be

And if you never try you'll never know

Well I know but

Or at the very least you could try writing some less strange and more marketable

No likes this bullshit moping you aren't Elliot Smith you never will be

Oh just shut up will you I'm gonna do this even if it cost everything

Everything

Yes

Even your sanity

What sanity

Ah Touche

These voices bring me down

You can hear them throughout town

Saying you'll go broke

You're gonna choke

They caused Lyndon to drown

These voices do persist

Try my best to resist

Close my eyes and recognize

They don't even exist

I don't exist

You don't exist

That's it that's it that's it that's it now silence your tongue

Get back to work

Get back to work

That's it that's it that's it that's it these words must be sung