To You (Interlude) Lyrics

I keep your lipstick on my nightstand

Yeah, before I go to sleep I put it on

Cause it feels like a good night kiss

It's the only way that I can sleep

Bloody Blade, got blood on my sleeve

Self harm gives me dopamine

Only way I can find relief

Know this path is bad but don't wanna leave

I'm the one she loves, I'm so lucky

But I don't feel that I feel fucked up

Cause I don't know how to stop what I do

I only know how to continue

Do it for the entirety of my youth

Then I picked up weed and nicotine

On occasion you can catch me sipping lean

Yeah, and that doesn't mean every fucking week

Sike, I do that shit every night to feel peace

I got cold sweats, stomach pains, I can't fucking sleep

I can't go nowhere, I'm downed by anxiety

In a lake full of sorrow, I can't fucking breathe, I'm done

I can't do it for you, I'm sorry

I know that's probably fucking up yourself worth

But everyday my mental health just gets worse

No matter what I do, so now I think that I'm cursed

Help me out, help me find my path

I can't do this on my own

Decline calls, turn off my phone

Feel so weak from my skin to my bones

2AM and I'm sipping on the booze

Scared to admit, so I get no answer

Sipping on the rum, so I'm talking with a slur

Mix with a Coca-Cola and a blunt, yes sir