realization Lyrics

Put my hands up

Stare at my face

They put him down

The cops never wait

Shot him down that day

Never saw what happened after

In the moment I heard the devil's laughter

I'm just looking fo an answer

It sucks even more that yo friend just got cancer

I can't feel anything

I can't feel anything

My mental messed up everything

No one to speak about it too

I bottle it up and then I blame it on u

I hate that it's true

But I got no one else to talk to

I don't need nobody's help

I can't help u if I can't help myself

It was all about me

No difference it was never meant to be

Now I see

Now I hate that shit ain't free

I sacrificed everything

I can't give up now

I gotta show what it's about

I gotta make a sound

Hope my grandpa can see

I just hope he proud of me

Now he know I ain't lazy

Man of the house

The man eventually gonna have a spouse

The man finna give it all to his kids

Make sure they got what he never did

What he never did

Fell up on my face

I got up on my own

Fell up on my face

Yeah I got up on my own

Now I'm back home