Crying Card Lyrics

Hi, I'm still faded and I've wasted all my time

Even when I'm present I just act depressed all the time

Oh this is all too real

Is this the life I find

Tell me there's no reason for me to front or to rhyme

Can I become empty after all of this time

What even was the point of me if it all left me behind?

Can I see some starlight

After all of this null time

Wake me up from despair

Find me the spark that lets me drive

As I'm looking deeper and deeper in the night

Must I see you fight

Do you have to make me bite

I look at your dark silhouette and feel fear

But I'm hearing you

I've heard you before

Are you older than me in some meaningless way

It's all in my head I know I heard you say

But I'm already dead

I didn't even want to survive

At the start of each day

I didn't make it through the night

Someone if you can hear me does it have to be this way

Does it even matter if I can't get through one day

How many people are in me I wonder each day

Someone else please grasp my soul so I can just go away