Never, Ever Lyrics

Summer days fall

And the leaves are turning brown

I'm back in town, stuck around

I heard you're happy now, wow

Got yourself a godchild

One day you goin' have your own

I drink and smile alone

Write sadder tones

With dreams to have a home

But, I know just as well as you do

Certain dreams don't ever come true

You're still telling me to come through

Texting me, knowing I want you

Late night calls at 3am

You say you see us as friends

I can't tell if you plan long-term

Or perform and play pretend

Cause you'll start flirting, winking

Liquor spilling, oh you silly rabbit

Before I went back drinking

Loving you was my bad habit

Yeah, you know me, oh, I'm so weak

See it, gotta have it

Wrapped around your finger

Just by dangling that carrot, out

Knowing seeds won't ever sprout

Come on, let's not fuck about

You love to leave little doubt

In case that I'm the best around

My love gives you the upper hand

But I can't be your middle man

We aren't back at sixteen again

No, I can't be plan B again

Nah

Never, ever, did I, think I'd ever lose you

Hair like heaven, lips on fire, and your soul is beautiful

Never ever, did I, think I'd be so stupid

Find a way to get just what I want and I still lose it

Never, ever, did I, think I'd ever lose you

Hair like heaven, lips on fire, and your soul is beautiful

Never ever, did I, think I'd be so stupid

Find a way to get just what I want and I still lose it

Numb the pain, that's why I'm doing Novocain

To stimulate my brain, the drugs convincing me to stay, aye

Stay away from cane, that's what I'm saying

Not how I'm living, could die from what I'm given

I can see it in the distance

I could be gone just instantly

And where I go's a mystery

One part's hoping you're missing me

The other wishes that you're free

You're expecting me round 3

But I can't get there easily

It'll take a bit of convincing

Deities, go back to living

I need advice to deal with vice

Addicted cause it feels so nice

One day I know I'll be alright

Just pray I live to see that night

Wasted time, I burnt those hours

Wasted, high, I'm burning sour

Feel it slip, I'm losing power

Kiss your lips, taste poison powder

Being fools' what humans do

And baby I'm just human too

Wish back then I could've knew

The way that I still feel 'bout you

My love gives you the upper hand

I can't be your middle man

Stole my soul and made me dance

No, I can't be plan B again

I'm gone

Never, ever, did I, think I'd ever lose you

Hair like heaven, lips on fire, and your soul is beautiful

Never ever, did I, think I'd be so stupid

Find a way to get just what I want and I still lose it

Never, ever, did I, think I'd ever lose you

Hair like heaven, lips on fire, and your soul is beautiful

Never ever, did I, think I'd be so stupid

Find a way to get just what I want and I still lose it