Real Me Lyrics

I had a jewel and I took it for granted

Now how could I ever get it back

I never knew love could hurt so bad

And yeah I know that it's far long been over

But I still think about it million times over

It's like I'm going crazy lookin over my shoulders hoping one day

I wish I could've shown you the real me

And you may never know and it kills me

But if I take this pain to the grave

I'm afraid that's the only way it fades away

I wish I could've shown you the real me

And you may never know and it kills me

But if I take this pain to the grave

I'm afraid that's the only way it fades away

All you ever really wanted was security

But all you seemed to find were insecurities

And when the problems start to rise

I chose to run and that's no fun you say you done

But you not done cause you still deal with me

So losing you was like losing my breath

So I sing it out till there's nothing left

And as fate would have it I lost me a real one

I wish I could've showed you the real me

And you may never know and it kills me

But if I take this pain to the grave

I'm afraid that's the only way it fades away

I wish I could've showed you the real me

And you may never know and it kills me

But if I take this pain to the grave

I'm afraid that's the only way it fades away

Ands it's like why am I still contemplating

These things can be so complicated

At the end of the day I've made my choice

But I can't ignore that little voice

That's telling me that you should be right here with me

I don't care who see don't matter where we be

As long you're with me and yes it's killing me

My little fantasy

I wish I could've showed you the real me

And you may never know and it kills me

But if I take this pain to the grave

I'm afraid that's the only way it fades away

I wish I could've showed you the real me

And you may never know and it kills me

But if I take this pain to the grave

I'm afraid that's the only way it fades away