Never Thought I'd Be Here ft. LXSTV Lyrics

You made me who I am today

I don't know if I feel the same

Cuz I don't look at anything the same anymore

I guess I can't take it anymore

So I get high to ease my mind

And it gets hard to sleep at night

Cuz In my head I wanna die

Without you here it's hard to sleep at night

I watch the time fly by

It's five degrees outside

I seen her face in the rain the other night

The other night

So I get high to ease my mind

Cuz In my head I wanna die

So I get high to ease my mind

Cuz In my head I wanna die

I wanna die

Cuz he's in my mind

I can't get it out

Pain heals in time

Going away

Dilated eyes

Looking your way

Cuts all over me

Never thought I'd be here

Oh how low

Oh no how could you mention to

take me along?

How could you be there when we're all done?

I've had a long day just leave me alone

Pray for me

He drowned in alcohol

The drugs never helped him at all

And why'd he have to give it away?

Was it all at fault?

Don't tell me a thing

Don't tell me nothing I shouldn't have said

But in the end yeah yea yeah yeah yea

you still walk away

I wish things weren't always the same

You can't fall back only if I fade

I don't know what you though this was

All you can change now are cover-ups

I try to find my piece of mind

Just wish you weren't always on my mind

Where's your sense of dignity?

All the things you did to me

One of the million memories

Heart-broke recovered commodities

It's cuz I can't get along well without you

Man I'm just as lost in this world what about you

Boy I just wanna put you in my arms if I have to

Play my guitar until you fall asleep

It's the way that I want when your next to me