Being Sober Sucks Lyrics

I'm sober sipping on my cold brew

I fuck around with you cause this the new not the old you

Don't fuck around lames fuck those few cause the crews rude

But If I pull up on you wicked flipping shit then what the fuck would you do

Man I been on benzo benders

Bouncing bitches off my fender

I get too fucked up I offend her

She mess around and I'm going to send her

I don't think I can keep it up

Shooting up where the block is hot

I said ice me wheres the rock

But he told me mans not hot

We went from eating edibles that felt like the highest you could be

To cooking with chemicals that shit would knock a grown man off his feet

We went from skipping class for a fighting match to flying over seas

Planes crash down but I know the next one to croak it wont be me

Cause I'm sober sipping on my cold brew

No one tells you once you get out tiny pills with still control you

Fuck this lifestyle fuck this poison fuck the bitches saying what to do

Cause if I pull up on you wicked kicking shit then what the fuck would you do

Man my skin crawls I miss black outs

Out my mind I need it right now

I think I'm going to go back now

But if I relapse fucking knock out

Toxicity eats me up man

More violence more money

Flip the pack in one night right like you just wanna Impress me

If you pull up packing strap I'd let you finesse me

If you got that look in your eyes then stop talking and undress me

Can't even write the raps I want to write because you got me in my feelings

Can't say the shit thats on my mind without exposing all my demons

Sometimes you get a little sleep deprived

Sometimes you get a little fucked up in your mind

Sometimes bitches want to act like they kind

And when they ask you what's up you just say that your fine

I'm out here fiending for the green and lean and drugs I've never tried

Out here torturing my mind it's fine I'll eat myself alive

Is all the madness really worth that good that sobriety thrive

I want to throw it all away say fuck it die and change my mind

Get high as a kite

Put pen to paper I write

It's not a game it's my life

Three ply not living so right

Tripping on acid took a tab

Count up my money I need quick cash

Moving the goods grab me the bag

It's all crashing down find me the stash

Once you're in it thats a bond for life you'll never be free

Want to flip and shit in public cause a major scene

My whole life revolves around this my minds full of disease

You can check out anytime you'd like but you can never leave

I'm sober sipping on my cold brew

I fuck around with you cause this the new not the old you

Don't fuck around lames fuck those few cause the crews rude

But If I pull up on you wicked flipping shit then what the fuck would you do

Sober sipping on my cold brew

No one tells you once you get out tiny pills with still control you

Fuck this lifestyle fuck this poison fuck the bitches saying what to do

Cause if I pull up on you wicked kicking shit then what the fuck would you do