Dose Of Cigarettes Lyrics

Overthinking

Can't stop questioning

Why did it go like that

Why can't it go right back

I've been trapped in my mind

For a very long time

When is it all gonna end

Is it all gonna end

And the weight of the world

Is no skin off my back

Why do I try so hard

I try so hard

And if it's all going well

Nothing to worry about

Why am I asking now

Why am I asking now

Tonight

When angels fly

I've had my dose of cigarettes

I know that I'm not finished yet

I try

To clear my mind

Of all the painful memories

These songs they are the remedy

Afraid

I'm not sure what they'd say

If they really knew me

But they never really knew me

Ashamed

To call out your name

What I'm afraid of

Tell me, why am I afraid

Was it all just pretend

Used to look up to them

I guess we all make mistakes

We all make mistakes

Now I'm staring at my ceiling

Screaming the way that I am feeling

Can I feel better now

Can I feel better now

Tonight

When angels fly

I've had my dose of cigarettes

I know that I'm not finished yet

I try

To clear my mind

Of all the painful memories

These songs they are the remedy

A fear

Of being here

My heart so full of emptiness

A life where I've done nothing yet

And I

I ask You why

And as the tears begin to fall

I finally feel Your arms