HEAVEN Lyrics

There are some things I want to talk about

But mentally I am restless

My mind's been racing back and forth

Any which way anxiety has me breathless

But mommy says breathe

Suffering always has a curfew

And fear

Fear was never intended to break you

On the contrary it awakes you

It keeps your mind on edge

Cause we live a world where brothers hate you

And sisters push you off the ledge

So breathe

Let the heavens embrace you

Let joy become your stench

The miracle is in living

Not in being alive, you see I've realised

That there's no prices for corpses

Even if they cross the finish line

So my breath is wasted if I'm dead inside

Am I dead inside

See I work for my spirit now

That's my nine to five

I'm working on my limits now

And I'm starting with the sky

I'm bringing death to my demons

So I'm starting with my pride

Cause I'm trying to be a blessing

That even curses can't deny

Will there be flames or angels in my afterlife

Will I see disappointment in mother's eyes

I think it's time I tried

To chase after things that would edify

So I'm fighting pride

And I pray this time for a chance from the Lord

So I rectify, I want to rectify

It's why these days I seem to pray a lot more

I'm really desperate for your attention

My heart is fragile

but it's been broken too many times

My Lord, I need your affection

And as I walk through the valley of the shadow of

My Jesus

I need your protection

I say my psalms every morning in the mirror

Cause I want to be your reflection

I need direction, I need affection

Lover of my soul, this is soul seduction

My life is a movie, it's your production

I'm dropping bad weight like liposuction

I'm trying to live out your intentions

Dead to my flesh, I need resurrection

I need resurrection

I'm trying to walk in my purpose now

Don't be fooled by my Jordans now

Saved by the blood of the Holy Lamb

See there's a chip on my shoulder now

It's because the yoke has been broken now

So it's by to the devil now

My depression is over now

I'm trying to make it to heaven now

To heaven now

Heaven

Heaven

Oooooo Heaven yeah yeah

Heaven

Oooo

Heaven

I want you, Heaven

All I need is you, Heaven

Heaven

Heaven

Oh, oh oh my God

Heaven

Heaven

Heaven

Heaven

Heaven

Heaven

Heaven

Heaven

Heaven

Heaven

Heaven

I lay me down, down asleep

I pray thee, Lord, my soul to keep

As all my scars have been revealed

From my mistakes, will I be free

From all my pain, will I be healed

To heaven's gate, you hold the keys

I'm begging, Lord, I'm on my knees

I'm trying to make it into heaven please

Oh, when it's all over

When it's said and done

I need you, Jesus

Yeaaaaahhhhhhh

I need you

I need you