Hurt Cobain ft. Fency Lyrics

I feel so numb and I feel so cold

Trapped inside my mind and I feel alone

The world looks grey I just wanna go

'Cause I don't wanna feel pain anymore

I wanna fill the void that's deep inside

The world's so hard on me, oh my

I've fought so long and damn I tried

If this the last song just know I tried

Know I tried, know I tried

Know I tried, know I tried

I got a lot to say

Instead of facing all my problems I just run away

Been fighting demons slowly healing from my darker days

I pray to Jesus when I'm dealing with these heavy pains

I understand to see a rainbow first it gotta rain

I understand that through the losses that there's more to gain

But as of late my heart on zero I ain't feeling thangs

'Cause ever since we lost the homie life ain't been the same

And the day I lost my father I had so much rage

Damn I had so many questions 'fore he passed away

Now I roll up my sativa just to feel a way

Take it one day at a time or you'll go insane

What you know about the struggle what you know about the night

When my brother crashed the car and I was praying he's alright

I watched my little sister cry I swear I couldn't bear the sight

I almost lost another homie cause he tried to take his life

All the trauma how my father kicked my mama out the house

All the drama Holy Father feeling like you let me down

And sometimes I wanna cry, sometimes I wanna die

But I still have much to live for and that's why I'm still alive

I feel so numb and I feel so cold

Trapped inside my mind and I feel alone

The world looks grey I just wanna go

'Cause I don't wanna feel pain anymore

I wanna fill the void that's deep inside

The world's so hard on me, oh my

I've fought so long and damn I tried

If this the last song just know I tried

Know I tried, know I tried

Know I tried, know I tried

Got this feeling in my chest cause my life is such a mess

So I play some triple x and roll some swishes for the stress

And I can't neglect the pain so I'm contemplating death

Man I pray I don't Cobain because I hate being depressed

Just know I tried

Tried