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Yeah, I fucking hate myself, wanna break myself, hope that God takes me now

Yeah, I hate myself, wanna break myself, wish I could kill myself, wish I didn't have to

deal with this shit

It was way better when you were here

I fucking hate myself, will break myself, will take myself, will bury me in my wealth

with my Balenciagas

I'm sitting counting all the commas, I guess I'm in love with the drama, I'm also in love

with you

Damn, times like this I get lonely, and I just feel like a phony, show no emotion, don't

let them know you weak, don't let them hate on me

Always come with a smile, but my smile gets broken, and I'm left in the open, I'm so drowning

I'm fucking drowning

I can't breathe, these drugs killing me, long nights, recording rap all night

Trying to feel my feelings, trying to break some buildings, trying to build some buildings

cause I'm trying to break myself and remake myself

Don't you get it, I'm trying to change, but people hold the past so close to them, and

I'm just trying to change for the better