Losing My Mind Lyrics

I think I'm losing my mind

Lately I feel like my minds racing trinna to slow down and paste it but I'm running out of patience

But don't get me wrong I know that I'm destined for greatness but don't know if I'm gonna make it so exhausted from the late shift

Sometimes I just sit in my room with a candle lit

So quiet you can hear the wood burning when it hit

Like damn I know I had way worse days than this

But I wonder if my good days is the greatest as they gonna get

But I keep faith and pray that I see better days

And I miss some love ones that gone but I know that they in a better place

Can't lose nobody else that shit will devastate

And I love my girl so much that it will kill my soul if we separate

I think I'm losing my mind

My days getting shorter and my nights getting younger like I'm losing my time

And I for real rap

But it's like I can't even show the world this gift like it's still wrapped

But since we are talking about a blessing

I want to thank the Lord because it is a present that I'm even in your presence

Cause I done seen so many go so young I think I'm losing my mind

I'm just trinna hold it together without giving up

But to be honest

Stitching up them seems it's not as easy as it seems

So tell me, how am I supposed to chase these dreams when it feels like these nightmares is always chasing me

But to be honest

Imma still do it

When it don't get better over time you just get used to it

See I just had a dream the other day was sitting on a quarter mill that quarter mill turn to a eighth

Yea I ran it up all doing this music

And to you that seems OK but you don't know the price it pays just to be great

So yeah I've gained blessings but still I've learned lessons

That when you do it out of love the same ones gone ask for seconds

You can stand ten toes

But as soon as you say no

The ones you still up for gonna claim that you was half stepping

Do it ten times fold

To the ones that do for me, and I promise to never lie to the ones that are true to me

I'm nothing like them other guys

Not the ones you usually see

You see the truth in my eyes

That's I you believe in me

But if you don't that when you gonna see the demon nigga

I had niggas switch up on me for no reason nigga

I had niggas turning on me I believed in niggas

Got all these calluses on my hands for all the times I done reached for niggas

But never again will I extend out my had for another fucking man even if I could won't get a chance

So every fucking dollar nigga every fucking band nigga it's all money in for my family and my friends

So I drop down to my knees and ask God to give me a chance

And if you already did than can you do it one more more again

And can you charge up all of my thoughts and make them positive again to weigh out all of the negative because Lord I think I'm losing my mind

I'm just trinna hold it together without giving up

But to be honest

Stitching up them seems it's not as easy as it seems

So tell me, how am I supposed to chase these dreams when it feels like these nightmares is always chasing me

But to be honest

Imma still do it

When it don't get better over time you just get used to it