Can't Fix Me Lyrics

I hate the way I'm treatin' me

This ain't what it used to be

And I don't know what they would do if I go on and leave

But I know that this life ain't what's for me

And I hope that there's more to me than she

But since she gone I don't feel like I'm me

And all the people I love here just make me overthink

Do I care about them more than they for me?

And all these shiny things

And all these nights no sleep

I'm tired of lucid dreams

But I just can't fix me

And all the things I am

I'm tired of me, god damn

I want to understand

With all that's in my hands

Why the fuck am I so sad?

I feel guilty, I feel bad

It ain't like my life so bad, got a wonderful mom and a fuckin great dad

Sisters and a brother can't do better than that

I got Em & Em and I know they behind my back

I love them forever it don't matter where I land

I hope that when I'm gone they understand

That they all did all that they could

I'm sorry I'ma go, I would stay if I could

But everyday in my head is a war, and this is not a battle that I'm winning anymore

Pill pop night and I'm lying on the floor

My demons cannot hurt me anymore