Failed Lyrics

It's not like I don't care

You make it feel like it ain't fair

You're putting all the weight on me

And now I feel like I'm losing track

Of the time and the day that just passed

Don't know if I will ever find my way back

Should have known the day that I missed it

I became a failure

Should've made my way back

Shouldn't have been sidetracked

Now I'm missing on the chance that

I've been given to be walking with my dream

It's tougher than it seems

When you take two steps then you move three back

Should have realized when the time was unknown

Don't know where to go

Didn't mean to blame you

When I'm clueless 'bout what I'm meant to do

But my issue ain't with you

And I was given clues

On what I'm meant to do

But I've lost it now

What should I do?

I'm looking at you to be the light

That's been shining so bright

And I finally realized that you laid the path

I've been doing things wrong from the start

Looking at the past

Trying to learn from it

I've been missing memories

These gaps in between

That I didn't seem to see

May have a bit of trauma from all this drama

Mom, sorry for the pain that I've caused

When I'm always wrong

Don't know what is right

We always seem to fight

It didn't seem to dawn on me

That I've been hurting

Always yawning

To be noticed

When I've been in the dark

It's always overcast

Never get the break of day

Like a brick, I ain't shifting