LTDW Lyrics

I'm looking for god I'm seeking the question my Nigga like damn will I make it

Made a pack made a bond since I was a young-in and I won't forsake it

I'm looking for god I'm seeking the question my Nigga like damn will I make it

Made a pack made a bond since I was a young-in and I won't forsake it

I know that I'm twenty three and I'm still young but ain't accomplished enough

When they looking at me they see progress

When they look in the back they see dust

The money the tool to the freedom that's why these niggas don't won't you to get it

And then when you get these niggas be tripping the want you to split it

I'm tired of fighting this battle

I'm tired of fighting for life

I'm tired of fighting my nigga been trying to get my kids back in my life

Heart full of gold just check the intentions my nigga I stay in the mentions

I told my Niggas I'm trying I'm trying my hardest to make a way out

Ain't tripping about none of this shit my niggas they got me I threw them the lob

And that's word to the tribe

Every time that I failed I got up and tried

It took me bout four years just to fill up to the point that I cried

Ain't gone lie I thought that part of me had died

I'm searching the memory files inside of my head

Escaping the lead

One to the head I come from a long line full of trauma that still haven't shed

Like have you ever felt guilty for leaving your brothers

In a situation where they got to live filthy

And fuck the fam for real cause when we level up it's on to the next

Don't look perplexed cause none of you Niggas gone send me a text to check

Don't got to fax check none of the things I say just know that I wrote it

And I know that I'm chosen

I rhyme like a poet it's noted my nigga I'm locked and I'm loaded

Tell these niggas to hop off my dick my name in they mouth

They mad I ain't giving them shit

Not even a bit cause half of you Niggas was suited & booted ain't give me the kit I admit

Went out my way to work like a slave a grave digger no I was a brave nigga

Did what a nigga had to just to get through them rough times

To my baby I'm sorry it ain't easy to deal with me

But if it was easy then you wouldn't need me

Believe me cause I done been down this road

Reminiscing before the doors had closed leaving me here on my own

It ain't easy to talk about my feelings that's why I chose to play you this song

This bottomless hole dimensioned my soul warm body turn cold

My mind been MIA for a while it only come back to pay visits

I'm looking for god I'm seeking the question my Nigga like damn will I make it

Made a pack made a bond since I was a young-in and I won't forsake it

I'm looking for god I'm seeking the question my Nigga like damn will I make it

Made a pack made a bond since I was a young-in and I won't forsake it