Biggest Fan Lyrics

Did it come out of left field

I didn't mean for this to happen

I can feel your heartbeat under my head

As you process everything I never said

Sorry I switched up on you

But something's telling me you'll get bored if it's not new

Am I the one with bloody hands

Will it be me who takes the stand

I think it's all my fault

You made me into someone I couldn't be

Someone who's so easy to please

Easy to mold by other hands

Til I'm a fraction of who I am

Hope you know why I had to leave

And how I wish you'd be what I need

I'll always be your biggest fan

But I don't think I'll ever understand

Why you couldn't be

Part of the plan

Did you feel too vulnerable

Were you afraid of what I'd find

When I asked "what's on your mind"

I could never say I was never honest

Could you say the same, cuz you never promised

I was always left hoping you wouldn't

Make me into someone I couldn't be

Someone who's so easy to please

Easy to mold by other hands

Til I'm a fraction of who I am

Hope you know why I had to leave

And how I wish you'd be what I need

I'll always be your biggest fan

But I don't think I'll ever understand

Why you couldn't be

The one who'd risk it all

Be at my door without a call

Tell me that I'm all you ever wanted

But you had to go and leave me haunted by the picture perfect ghost of you

Floating so far from the truth

You were so afraid that you would fall

You would rather lose me all in all