_deserve2_be_arrogant Lyrics

Im a goddamn faggot

I deserve all of my arrogance

I think that i done had enough of

All this bullshit heaven sent me

Killing god and filming it

I'm aleph off a klonopin

A part of me is celebrating

Part of me is fucking dead

I'm dead alive, a sacrifice

To satisfy the hedonism

Terrified, I'm paralyzed

There's no point in competing with it

Peeling out the lot, my Pupils dilated,

So whats your vision?

Terrified of desperation

Destroying all of this liqour, uh

Pull up feeling solipsistic

Make this shit look effortless

Demons falling out my face and

Crawling up inside my wrist, i'm

Telling all these people off, i

Lay it raw and talk my shit, now

Everything's too complicated

Clubbin, ima down a fifth

Fucking up a zip, i'm smoking bombs

Just like a terrorist, I

Chop it with the seraphim

Take care of them, all of my kin, I

Butter up my problems like

My problems aint why i exist, I

Think i wanna die before im old

But i'm not scared of it

Bright eyes wakin in a new life

Feel like all of my time wasted

Barely living I hardly survived

Now my brain is barely on I

Drift between the nice times

Let my soul drain out the trauma stuck in it

Black screen flashing with the lost drive

I cannot stand this lie

Let it rule my life when i should run from it

My heart telling me it's my time

I will not let this die

You cannot make me go back to it!!!