How Can I Change Lyrics

I'll let the magnolias be

They'll be alright without me

New York keeps calling me

I threw my phone in the river

If I try too hard

I'll end up where I started

Another year the same

Dreams they fade away

Maybe that's ok

How can I change

I've only ever known one thing

It's getting old

To wait around

For someone else

To snap me out of it

How can I change

Today felt like 20 years

I guess I'm in my forties

The devil on my shoulder cried

I didn't let him out this morning

If I try too hard

I'll end up where I started

Another year the same

Dreams they fade away

Maybe that's ok

How can I change

I've only ever known one thing

It's getting old

To wait around

For someone else

To snap me out of it

How can I

Change my state of mind

I feel trapped inside the well

I can't share you with the rest of me

It's just too soon to tell

I waste the time I'm given

Like I'm never getting old

I can't wait around for feelings

That don't justify the years that brought me down

How can I change

When I've only ever done one thing

How can I change

(How can I change)

When I've only ever known one thing

(I've only ever known one thing)

It's getting old

To wait around

It seems as though

I'm beggin now

For someone else

To snap me out of it

How can I change

How can I change