freakin out (shallow bullshit about my mental health) Lyrics

So that's how it starts

It's when you're tasked with how to mend a broken heart

It's when you're covered in your phone light in the dark

It says your attitudes defeating

You better change the way you're eating

Pick yourself up stop the bleeding

Well I say

They can't critique the way you're grieving

And they will never write a code

That can describe the way you're feeling

So I don't need their fucking help

I just need love from someone else

But not today

Because today I'm just freakin' out

I said today I'm just freakin' out

And there's another life out there

That we are not living in

And there's another version of ourselves

That we are not living as

Because we never just say how we feel

Because we're goin after shit that ain't real

And then we're worried bout when we'll get paid

And then we're told to start acting our age

Well I just wanna get fucked up all day

I want a fucking tattoo on my face

And then I wanna have sex on the train

But it's all just in my brain

Because instead I'm just freakin' out

And then I'm gonna do nothing

Gonna do nothing

Gonna do nothing

Because instead I'm just freaking out

Cause I'm reading

Shallow bullshit about my mental health

And so instead I'm just freakin' out

And then I'm gonna change nothing

Gonna change nothing

Gonna change nothing

Because instead I'm just freakin' out

I can't stop reading

Shallow bullshit about my mental health