Sometimes I Wish... Lyrics

Sometimes I wish

That I just wasn't here, no

Not anymore, no, no

Why should I stay here

Back in the day when I had a smile on my face

Never was afraid

Since before I got laid, since before I got paid

Lying around, only thinking about myself

Thinking how everyone would react to my death

When I'd leave nothing left

But things are changing

Feeling like I'm the number one bet

But I might let them all down if I think that

Sometimes I wish that I just wasn't here, no

Not anymore, no, no

Why should I stay here

One, two, three, four

Counting my steps when I walk out the door

War on my heart and I took it to the core

I was broken from the start, you just added some more

Careful with my steps 'cause I didn't want to slip up

The ice melted away and I didn't want to stay

But I pushed through the days that always left me weakened

Hoping that I'd feel better by the weekend

Then it came and went, slept till noon, went to bed at ten

Then tell myself I'll do better when it comes to around again

And I never learned that lesson

And my sins still need to go through confession

And I hate I'm feeling stuck (fuck)

And my friends don't give a fuck (fuck!)

They probably don't want to see me dead

So I wrote it down and said

Sometimes I wish that I just wasn't here, no

Not anymore, no, no

Why should I stay here

Back in the day when I had a smile on my face

Never was afraid

Since before I got laid, since before I got paid

Lying around, only thinking about myself

Thinking how everyone would react to my death

When I'd leave nothing left

But things are changing

Feeling like I'm the number one bet

But I might let them all down if I think that

Sometimes I wish that I just wasn't here, no

Not anymore, no, no

Why should I stay here

Pushing through all those days

With a smile on my face

Life moves fast but I keep pace

I want to give up

I can't hurt my friends

I love them all 'til the end

Can't sacrifice myself

Gotta stay here and look for help

Sometimes I wish

That I just wasn't here, no

Not anymore, no, no

Why should I stay here