Disillusion Lyrics

I want to have you like someone has genius;

I want to pin you open and watch you go free.

I want to disappear into something eternal;

I want to laugh at death's futility.

Infinity only scared me.

All of these people that don't mean a thing;

You just stand there and make them obsolete.

I only want what I can't reach.

Awake and mediocre;

The people sleep.

You're a blind end waiting in my massacred dreams.

Infinity only scared me.

You might as well be the last of everything.

As for me?

Unmoved with what life turned out to be:

Exactly what it seemed.

If you weren't so beautiful I might not even like you.

Isn't it a shame?

Everything is so stupid and I can hardly utter your name.

Things are no longer same;

I've loved you since the very first day.