My Calling, The Door Lyrics

I feel lost

when it's alright

Calmer days

prevent a right tone

Fine notes

I know

I'm sick of it all

having only rhythm

when something goes wrong

how ironic that I'm breathing now

it took a lot of brain

just to get this headline down

Oh oh

Using noises to fill a void

then I freeze

No one really ever hears my voice

they hear a tone

they hear a groan

they hear a roll

of different sounds

Given secrets written

places that goes

past their ears

in and out

Wheres the passion?

where's the grief?

When I'm smiling through my teeth

and I'm sweating

on my own

My calling's like a door

It only opens when the anger knocks

Like a bomb and arrow holes

I wanna quit and be all done

My calling can't escape

But it can't be put to waste

I'm blowing away

Ahhh

Ahhh

Ahhh

Ahh

Roll the thunder

Bring on the rain

lock me indoors

gloom influences

gain I've

said it before

But it'll come later on

Words fall out my mouth and

How Alanis that I'm screechin now

I'm crouchin on the floor bangin at my keyboard now

I didn't use a noise to fill that void

I just want you to hear this noise

There are passin' people judgin

what I'm making what I'm doing

not a singer I'm a feeler

But a crier and believer

I'm a child and I'm oozin

still respect what I am doing

and I'm cursin'

on my own

My calling's like a door

It only opens when the anger knocks

Like a bomb and arrow holes

I wanna quit and be all done

My calling can't escape

But it can't be put to waste

I'm blowing away

Ahhh

Ahhh

Ahhh

Ahh