Inner Demons ft. Julia Brennan Lyrics

They say don't let them in

Close your eyes and clear your thoughts again

But when I'm all alone

They show up on their own

Cause inner demons fight their battles with fire

Inner demons don't play by the rules

They say just push them down just fight them harder

Why would you give up on it so soon

Yeah, I take a look at everything I've ever done I'll admit there's been some good times

Yes, I've had fun, but over analyzing every decision that I've made has left me Imprisoned inside my own Mental cage

I'm enraged at the things that I should have been a part of thought that I was being Smarter

But it just kept me guarded should have taken a risk should have taken a chance

Should have said what I was thinking should have taken her hand, but the past is the Past the consequences Don't last

I'm wasting time thinking about it life moves too fast. I'm trying to battle my demons. I'm Still breathing but Bleeding

I need somebody's help to stop me from internally screaming and yet the only one who Can fix This is myself

In sickness and in health, I'm still living in hell stuck in my shell searching for a way to tip All the scales I'm Unwell deep in my feels just keeping it real. Yeah

They say don't let them in

Close your eyes and clear your thoughts again

But when I'm all alone

They show up on their own

Cause inner demons fight their battles with fire

Inner demons don't play by the rules

They say just push them down just fight them harder

Why would you give up on it so soon

I can't help myself, every now and then

I spend a couple hours thinking about what could've been

I know it happens but I hate losing touch with my friends

I never break but I'm broken and I constantly bend

Take a second or a minute or infinity

If you could, would you do anything differently

If you could go back and rewrite the past

Would you heal wounds fast or make sure they last

I'm going crazy, my inner thoughts betray me

My heart is mashed like a potato and my brain is gravy

Come save me, cause I feel like my inner demons made me

A train wreck, the music helps me navigate the raging

The pencil and the paper help me save the pain for later

I just thought 'em then I jot 'em

Yet I claim that I'm the savior, I'm doing nobody favors

The inner demons never waver

They say don't let them in

Close your eyes and clear your thoughts again

But when I'm all alone

They show up on their own

Cause inner demons fight their battles with fire

Inner demons don't play by the rules

They say just push them down just fight them harder

Why would you give up on it so soon

I'm fighting a losing battle

My energy has diminished

Every time I step into the shadows

I think that it's the day that I'm finished

I don't know what else I have to offer

I have no clue what's coming next

I'm a fraud, I feel like an imposter

I have to stand my ground and fight or get laid to rest

Inner demons never go away

You think they're gone, but they're here to stay

Just get down on your knees and pray

You either learn to control them or become their slave

They say don't let them in

Close your eyes and clear your thoughts again

But when I'm all alone

They show up on their own

Cause inner demons fight their battles with fire

Inner demons don't play by the rules

They say just push them down just fight them harder

Why would you give up on it so soon

That was that was pretty good, don't you think?