DIARY Lyrics

Walking on this lonely road with God and I been

Trying to get back the time that I wasted

But I can't cry over spoiled milk, face it

Now all my people looking at me like we made it

But I still wake up every morning with anxiety

I tell my people I'm not perfect, how is you proud of me

Round 12, all these demons, they still fighting me

How am I supposed to help my people that confide in me

Cause it's like I made it where I wanted, but I know it's more

Steady runnin' to my purpose now my feet is feeling sore

Seems far but I know it's almost there

I can feel it in my core

Change direction, I've been looking for my Lord

I've been knocking at the door

Saw my cross laying there so I picked it up

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah

Tell them, get demons get outta my picture, we can't flick it up

I've been drinking holy water, please don't mix it up

Tim Allen, heart need home improvement, need to fix it up

Dumbbell, I need Holy Spirit to come lift me up

Lost my uncle Chico, can't believe his heart stopped beating

Got me thinking maybe I need to change the way I'm eating

Maybe I can call some people up for family meetings

Cause I can't imagine losing another person that I'm so used to talking to

I'm tryna' put up boundaries for the death angel that's walking through

Tell my family please, Lord forgive me if I don't talk to you

Talked to God and he opened my eyes even though it hurt

Had to rearrange all the things that I've been putting first

All about relationship nah this ain't about no church

Oh this ain't about no church

Forgive me for being open

Just my diary to God

I'm gonna get this all right before the end of the line

Yeah yeah

I thank God for his grace when I can't see his face

Holy Spirit in this space, come dwell in his place

Holy Spirit in this space, come dwell in his place

I thank God for his grace when I can't see his face

Holy Spirit in this space, come dwell in his place

Holy Spirit in this space, come dwell in his place